Sad, Down down, Soob, Moody, Heart broken...........
I'm totally moody now. I was just quarrel wiv him and feel like wanna hit someone to release my anger now!! Sometime i always asking myself why do we quarrel all d time, why can't we stay wiv hamorny, or less arguing. I hate this feel, really hate it. And i am very HOT now, what to do to cold me down?? I off my handphone, and silent mine another phone and throw thm onto my bed, just wanna let him feel the feel that cant get me, let him guilty. But i know he wont, he use to become more angry while can't get me. But no more surrender this time, i wanna let him to feel how i feel now, let him know how angry and hurt i am now!
Evertime once he scolding me, i was asking myself, why do i ned to make myself suffer coz of him? Just a bf k, i can get others all around the roadside! I can even simply pick 1guy much more better thn him easily! But why, why do i struggle for 8years just because to get my true love, just to hope to get xin fu from him. I have no idea, perhaps this is so called "True Love", or "stupid"!
No one can help me, except myself, so LYN, please, wake up please. Cheer up please, this i beg myself.
Heart Broken :(
