Sad, Down down, Soob, Moody, Heart broken...........
I'm totally moody now. I was just quarrel wiv him and feel like wanna hit someone to release my anger now!! Sometime i always asking myself why do we quarrel all d time, why can't we stay wiv hamorny, or less arguing. I hate this feel, really hate it. And i am very HOT now, what to do to cold me down?? I off my handphone, and silent mine another phone and throw thm onto my bed, just wanna let him feel the feel that cant get me, let him guilty. But i know he wont, he use to become more angry while can't get me. But no more surrender this time, i wanna let him to feel how i feel now, let him know how angry and hurt i am now!
Evertime once he scolding me, i was asking myself, why do i ned to make myself suffer coz of him? Just a bf k, i can get others all around the roadside! I can even simply pick 1guy much more better thn him easily! But why, why do i struggle for 8years just because to get my true love, just to hope to get xin fu from him. I have no idea, perhaps this is so called "True Love", or "stupid"!
No one can help me, except myself, so LYN, please, wake up please. Cheer up please, this i beg myself.
Heart Broken :(
Dear my fren, dun sad la, actually this all is normal for a couple. maybe for us when we get scold by some one especially from our loving person, we should think positive side that he/she scold us because for our good. some time maybe we dun know that why we get scold from them without any explaination or reason, coz they think that we can know reason why. actually we need understand that why they keep on scold us, coz they worry n care us. that why they do so. we cant just think on negative side that and blame them. some time maybe we dun know that we already make them offended, that why we cant faster angry after get scolded from them, we should find our what is a prob that argu or quarrel begin, and find the solution, dun just find reason to blame each other, that no a good solution. that also no a good new for a couple. so dun becoz of a small prob, keep on argu n quarrel, coz that is not a solution, i believe at last of argument or quarreling, the result is sad n hurt only, for avoid from it, how? find solution to stop it and dun take it be more longer. one of us should can give up n dun stubborn. if he or she cant give up, why not us give up right? coz we also know that continue argu or quarrel no brought any good for also ma. rite? ok la. hope u dun think about it so much la. should have a nice sleep already. and tomorrow wake up then forget sad n hurt thing, then looking for happy day n enjoy it~ k? good nitez...
ReplyDeletethx chuan...appreciate ur long long advice :)
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